Almost A Bride

In just a little over a day from now I will be once again attempting a feat that many try, but few succeed at, MARRIAGE. I feel once again like a giddy little girl on Christmas Eve waiting to see if Santa shows up. For weeks all I can think about is saying "I do", not so much about the ceremony but more about what this marriage means to me. How lucky I am to have found my true love and how excited I am to become his wife. Oh yes, I know there will be much work involved in the "forever" part of the marriage. Forever is a heck of a long time. I thought only Spam lasts that long. I can't tell you how excited I am to find someone up for the challenge. Spam VS The Broadwater's, stay tuned and see....

But seriously, Dwayne has been the light in my life for the past year. When I look into his eyes I can see forever. I can see us getting old together, him changing my bladder bag, and me telling him for the 5th time in a day what room the fridge is located in. Together we will break down but still take care of each other till the end. The security of knowing we can fully trust each other to always do the right thing and look out for the best interests of each other. He will always have my back and I will always have his. It's a really good feeling to know someone loves me even without my makeup on, even if I gained a few too many pounds, and even if I have the biggest zit on the tip of my nose. It's a good feeling to know I can reciprocate loving him just the way he does me, unconditionally.

I really am the luckiest girl in the world. I love you Dwayne, I really do.